01.01.2019 00.34 I am starting to write this blog to remind me how sad I am passed this time. It doesn't mean that I don't wanna give thanks with all what the lord has done for my life, really I've done it. But it's all about my mistakes. An year has passed since I promised to my self that I will be better. But it such a failed and I'm feeling so frustrated. I am so bad. I am the worst person ever. I couldn't do something right in my life and I am not good at all. Now this bad self want to screaming as if i have so much suffer in this world. Even a spirit that has been a long time sit on this body as if it feels suffer from everything that is so hurt. I want to ask, what should I do?? 01.01.2019 00.46